Gave some,have some,want some more ?

The desires are endless, we start with something, then we give some,get some more,we keep some..and want more, and ....
The circle of money,love and life goes on forming a downward spiral..downward yes offcourse ultimately you are going to go alone..not with something..but with nothing.
Everyone is sub consciously aware of this fact that they came alone and they will go alone, this is life and its utter harsh truth, yet we kill people,quarrel,compete, fight, crib, complain and destroy the little time we probably have in this world..ultimately to get 'nothing' in return..(remember u take 'nothing' with you..)
why am i even writing this, why am i spending so much time to think about the facts of life..
probably noone will ever read this, or probably someone will, so what , how will it matter, what difference does it make.? if it makes a difference so what, i won't be there to see..i keep questioning and answering myself, i am sure these FAQs are there in all of our minds..and we have the answers ready..the interesting thing is that questions more or less remains same but the answers differ..based on our mood,life experiences, attitude and that moment.
'That Moment' probably the most precious of all..because it will just go away and will never come again, how can i hold on, rather treat every moment like 'that one' , its so interesting and startling how life has constituted itself, so complex yet so simple, so harsh yet so gentle, so tough yet so easy, so much alive yet so lifeless..well this is the monotonous monotony..live it and live it right now.. as u may not see tomorrow as it never comes.
dont want anything, just have what you got, may be you wouldnt have had that too then..cherish the 'have' and chuck the 'want'

Being blessed is blissful....

Sometimes its good to enjoy the feeling of being blessed. Though this should be the case always, but we have to keep reminding ourselves that we are human at the end and so we have to crib, complain,detest,want more and dislike, unacknowledge what we already got..
But still once in a while thanking your stars, almighty for showering that extra blessing uplifts the spirits.
let me also do this and really thank everyone - stars, luck, fate, destiny and my loved ones for being there and giving me all that i have got..there is nothing more i could have asked for..
atleast i can hope and wish that even GOD reads blogs..if not write one..
Its our shortcut to feel on top of the world, get kicked and motivated to be better human beings and feel worthwhile..
so dont wait just go ahead and 'do it' ..believe me its a great feeling to be blissfully blessed....:-) :-)..atleast once in while..

Self-worth - a dish cooked in your head without the pressure valve

Feeling of self worth ,its an accomplished emotion which not everyone experiences and not everyone knows what and when exactly do you get it. Its a rare phenomenon.
But ultimately its all cooked in your own head, if you want you can blow the whistle and let the pressure release, but yet most of the times we do not let it happen..
Why should people around you make you feel your worth, are we in a bazaar, or we assume conveniently being priced, marked with a value and the scale of the marking is also in our own head which tell us that you are worthful or worthless.
The 'being' the 'self' is an entity that exists because other similar entities surround it and make its existence worthwhile.
if the 'self' was just single it wouldn't be needing to value itself, as there is nothing and noone who asks for it or sells it.
You cannot auction self when you dont have buyers.. so the funda is simple..'being your ownself' is nothing but 'being how others want you to be', so keep juggling the 'self ' part and believe me its not worth it to have a feeling of self worth...as its actually not yours..confused right..
its quite complex, when you are not yourself only will you understand..

ioweunothing

I am so glad that i owe you nothing.being indebted of anything is a huge burden. one is already crushed under the huge loans as a result of the so-called 'GREED' for materialistic liabilities..
Will i ever be free of these debts..i need to repay a lot of other intangible,unidentifiable items to a lot of people.
Why do i feel so happy then, that i owe you nothing.
Its an irony where i do my own credit,debit of stuff which i have and i need to pay back.
i try to weigh all that has never been measured before and will never be..
what is the unit of these measures, its in a bit, or an inch, or a gram.
Its my own scale which allows me the benefit of weighing and comparing and coming to a simple, convenient and self-fulfilling conclusion that i owe you nothing.
may you beg to differ, please get the ledger copy... ( do you have any ? ;-)

Spicy and tangy flavoured life served with hot chillie peppers

Sssssssssshaaaaaaaaaaa..i gulp a glass of water when i realized i have been served hot chillies in the camouflage of something else..why does it happen that when you are not ready for it, u just bite in a chilly and all your senses react to it instantly and the only thing u long for that particular moment is something cold,sweet and soothing. May be Honey...mmm
honey has a distinct attraction which makes it a special entrant in the household.
Life also comes in such tangy, sour,vinegar soaked flavours that you need HONEY to keep the taste buds alive and balanced.
currently i have been missing HONEY in my life and am tired of the tangy,pungent flavours served every now and then.
i need to go and look for it right away....i wish i could ask one for home delivery ;-)